It's 4am

Wrote this when I was under the influence of probably one of the weirdest morning I had. 

3 BULLETS

 Something I wrote. I was actually on a pedicab when the idea came out of blue and I just had to pull a pen and my notebook out. Also, I am meeting up with my friend (Arielle) later to make a short plot for this and maybe shoot something out of it. I am praying that it pushes through before our sem-break ends. :)

 Voice.

---@AlenOSupreme---

Tell me why

This State of Falling is a Struggle

I told you I fancy words. I believe in their magic. 

I promised myself that I will never stop writing until I am out of words and feelings are gone. 

Though maybe I suck on it but still it's just something I want to do. It makes me feel at ease cause I am in my own world. :)

*used my signature stamp. yeah that's my name brought to you by my ugly handwriting. :)

Tell me what is it?!

And so I wrote something again...

"maybe it's beyond it?"

Oh btw, been wanting to post photos during Adhoc 2012 "Unbound Legacy" party kea lang I am too lazy to do so. huhu! :( I will post soon I promise! :)

Signs

I'm not good with saying what I feel and think. So most of the time I end up writing short rhymes. This is just one of them. :) 

A poem by Manny and Me

Since I was bored during our 6-9 class I decided to play and write a poem with my blockmate all he had to do was rhyme with whatever I wrote down. :) Here's the photo of our draft. :)

Me:

Manny:

Close your eyes

and feel my thighs.

Squeeze in closer

so I can feel your rooster.

Now i'm out of my mind

because your love I can't find.

Are we doing it right?

Can you fly my kite?

Take me higher until I am out of sight

and let me be blinded by your light.

This feeling I can't fight.

Your apple I want to bite.

Tempted like Eve.

You're taken from my rib.

Don't you think that's bullshit?

---THE END---

btw, that's Manny he did my hair that day. *claps for his messy work. :)

The Sad Story

Hear me say a story of a real tale.

Once upon a time,

While they’re chasing rainbows

She was here chasing flames,

Wishing the world would care.

She was here watching

Her world turn its back on her,

again and again.

But there’s no one to blame

Cause every word she claims

Makes them cry in pain

When every step she takes,

leaves a trail of mistake.

Someone wake sleeping beauty up

Her world ain’t real.

Stop her from believing this

fake fairy tale dream.

by: Alen Obedencio

Dare of Love

We were young, we were wild

busy playing our foolish game.

We didn’t know anything about love

and what it seemed.

But we felt it along the way

and it was real, so real.

Though we were scared

to admit what was meant.

It doesn’t matter how many times

we break these hearts of ours.

How many times we’ve rolled the dice.

Because it’s going to be you and me

in the end of this twisted journey.

And now here we are

baby this is fate.

Hold my hand and kiss me.

Don’t let go.

While we burry all that we fear,

inside this flowing concrete.

 And fulfil our dreams

of everlasting bliss.

written by: Alen Obedencio
for Sophie and Julien (Jeux d' Enfants)

Falling

I hope he feels the same way

the way i feel for him.

I hope that what he does,

is what his heart believes.

Cause you made me 

change the world completely.

CHORUS:

Ohh...and its hard to fall for someone

when its only me who cares

and its hard to fall for someone

when its only my imagination.
and maybe someday oh

time will come to say

you and I feel the same way.

I hope that what i see,

is what he see's in me

I hope he hears these words;

these words that i fell for

Cause you made me change 

my world completely.

(repeat CHORUS)

and now im here, hoping you'll say

You and i feel the same way.

written by: Alen Obedencio

just an old song I wrote, when i was still a child. :)

It was never a neverland

Tomorrow the real world's gonna cry

cause I'm gonna fly.

I'll be so high,

then forget their twisted thoughts.

Create my own stupid lies

and believe that this world of mine

is still worth a try.

Where the rules are not out of hand,

where my dreams are heard and planned,

where my heart can turn the hands of time,

where pain is not part of my name
and where the ghost

of the cruel past 

has been buried at last.

They look at me as if I am wrong,

like I'm a fool lost in a song.

But what they don't know

unlike their world full of woe.

Stars are brighter than those eyes

that judged me wrong;

that said i was going to fall and be so low.

written by: Alen Obedencio

Dark side of Love

Full of hatred and guilt,

that's the kind of love you've built.

So baby sleep tonight 

and realize how wrong love meant

when it was her you trust.

Look up, see that star

behind those clouds.

Reach for it and hold it tight

before you lose 

your pride for love

cause for now, 

its all you've got.

When will your

dark brown eyes stop crying,

when will your

wasted heart stop breaking?

What still can I do, even Mr.J Daniels can't mend the pain.

Tell me cause I'd do it for you.

written by: Alen Obedencio 

Me and my nonsense brain

I am still in space

 looking for my place  

I feel like I'm always lost 

and I'm here searching for my host. 

Lives and mingles in a world full of people

but in her mind is a world

full of her own

a world of crazy secrets

that no one will know

cause she'll never speak up.

I've always had this mask

trying to feel safe from all that was

and that will be.

Like a strong lion growling

inside is a sensitive cat whispering

yes,that's me.

i know someday i'll have to take it off

and open my heart to possibilities

A puzzle incomplete  
looking for its last piece
that only she can bring back.
trying to reach for her dream
that only she can figure out
 

Never had I been contented 

cause I've always wanted

 life is always about earthly things

 as far as my small brain sees it. 

But I'm tired of pleasing the world 

i want to find my purpose 

where my heart would finally be at peace

 I'm sick of looking at people  

thinking they got the answer.

my story is never ending...
so I'm sorry there's no ending for this one.


written by: Alen Obedencio